As the Tunnel Echo's....

Haven't written in a while.
I suppose i lost my inspiration to preach to an audience of one?
Almost as a pastor with no congregation.
Not to put myself up to such a high degree as a pastor would be...
Also Not saying that a pastor is deserving of that high degree....
Just saying that.... fuck it.

I started this site because i wanted to jehdkljwhfdl;hwef
well...
im not sure what i wanted to do.
I guess, i feel as though i have knowledge that deserves to be shared.
Excuse me while i toot my own horn.

But i have realized that, much to my dismay, the people that need the most help are the ones who will never listen.
I knew from a very young age that Stupidity was an amazing gift.
A gift given by evolution to filter the pointless people out of my way.
I see my friends strutting, abusing, and destroying their own futures.
THAT obervation is my gift.
My ability to see what NOT to do is what seperates me from the world.


To rewind, i think the reason i got this site was simply for ME.
A place to reassure myself that my head is straight.
So ya know what?
Don't read this.
Don't read my words, and dont EVER listen to what i have to say.
It's Mine and you can't have it.

Moving on.

I sit and glance at old friends pass by.
[Keep in mind that "old friends" is usually code for "That fucker that screwed me over"]
These people live in shit.
Complete shit.
And again, to keep in the fabulous patterns that humanity so often presentes to us, they do nothing to better their situations.
Continuous living, not doing a single thing to improve the slop they call a life.
Seriously though. Im over it. i swear.

I'm in my office.
It's fucking freezing.
I'm not turning the heat on because i dont want to run up my power bill.
Just want you to know that, as you read this [and by you, i mean no one. Unless you disreguarded my wishes earlier. ...sneaky fucker], i am freezing my tits off and you are nice and comfortable in your little chair. stop reading and bring me some tea, for fucks sake.

It's strange how, over the past cluster of months, everything i had kind of dissolved, and everything i wanted started to appear.

One of my favorite quotes says "If i never have anything, i'll never have to lose anything. Then again, if i never have anything worth losing i guess i've lost everything."

...Just wanted to throw that out there. Take it as you will.
Taste it for a bit. If it ever digests, call me.

I'm out.
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