What the hell are we doing here?

Lost in a daze, Can't find what i need.

These people, all they want is to watch you bleed.

I want a life that's beyond me.

Brinking immortality.

The strangest thing is that i am constantly asking myself

"What the fuck am i doing?"

We all, at some point, reach a moment of realization.

An epiphany, of sorts, where we have to stop and make the choice that it's time to change; time to grow up.

It doesn't matter how old you are.

It could take years.

I've been at that point for about 7 months now.

The long process of rediscovering and reinventing yourself to be the person you should be, with an equal balance of who you want to be.

At times, it almost seems like a strange out-of-body experience.

We get so comfortable having no clue who the fuck we are.

And here's me.

Stuck in the middle of a whole bunch of people who are settling instead of trying to better themselves.

Mabye it's selfish of me, but at the same time, it is simply me wanting the best for people.

Chris says it best:

"We all want to fuck ourselves and rape the world."

You gotta live for you.

Find the balance.

<3