Sunday, October 26, 2008

What the hell are we doing here?

Lost in a daze, Can't find what i need.
These people, all they want is to watch you bleed.
I want a life that's beyond me.
Brinking immortality.



The strangest thing is that i am constantly asking myself
"What the fuck am i doing?"

We all, at some point, reach a moment of realization.
An epiphany, of sorts, where we have to stop and make the choice that it's time to change; time to grow up.
It doesn't matter how old you are.
It could take years.
I've been at that point for about 7 months now.

The long process of rediscovering and reinventing yourself to be the person you should be, with an equal balance of who you want to be.


At times, it almost seems like a strange out-of-body experience.
We get so comfortable having no clue who the fuck we are.

And here's me.
Stuck in the middle of a whole bunch of people who are settling instead of trying to better themselves.
Mabye it's selfish of me, but at the same time, it is simply me wanting the best for people.


Chris says it best:
"We all want to fuck ourselves and rape the world."


You gotta live for you.
Find the balance.

<3


Friday, October 24, 2008

Um.... Hello.

I have so little and so much to say...
It's like, i want to share all of my insights to a deaf audience.
That way, i get everything off my chest, and at the same time, don't have to worry about some douche misinterpreting my every move...

I'm Young.
21 to be exact.
But There is one thing you should know....
My reality is VERY real.
I don't fuck around. i know what's up, and it kills me that so many have no idea what the hell is going on in the world.

I live in Las Vegas.
A city that strives for art but has done.
A city that lives off of the wallets and emotions of the unexpecting.
A cesspool, to say the least.
Wanna come here?
Don't.

A dear friend of mine said "Figuring things out for ourselves is one of the only freedoms we have left. Use that freedom." [Socks]
I completely agree with that.
But for those of you that don't know how to do that, well, that's why i'm here.
What do you want to know?
Religion?
Politics?
Life?
Love?

Try me.
I'll do what i can.

I can't promise that you will like me.
I can't promise you will agree with me.
But i promise you i'm honest.

I'm Andy.
Welcome to my world.